Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Daily Practice in All Our Affairs

conscience
NOUN:
The part of the superego in psychoanalysis that judges the ethical nature of one's actions and thoughts and then transmits such determinations to the ego for consideration.
Being selfish, (shockingly inconsiderate behavior), is a trait I find in myself that I try to work on daily. I didn't always do this. There was a time when I rationilized manipulation as convincing. A time that I thought participating in the flow of a collective good as being inconvenienced. I don't believe I did this intentionally, but ignorance doesn't = acceptable. Being aware of my behavior is at times annoying as h**l, as I don't always feel like it. This is part of the problem; basing too many decisions on my feelings. I believe feelings need to be acknowledged, but the actions I take need to be based on the knowledge and the past experiences of what I know to be true and for the well being of all . Sounds like a bunch of mumbo-jumbo psycho babble...but necessary none the less.

this is borrowed from the Daily Om; A concept that I feel defines the question, "Why am I here"...if I remember this in all I do, how can I go astray?

Collective Good The Greater Cause
With all that takes place in our lives, it can sometimes be easy to overlook the fact that we're part of something greater than ourselves-a collective consciousness, the Universe, a greater cause. Because of our tendency to forget this, we might make decisions in our lives that don't reflect that responsibility that comes with this belonging. All too often, we focus just on the short-term, tangible gain to ourselves without worrying about its consequences. Other times, we may discard the greater cause because it seems like "hard work." The challenge is to expand our minds so that we transcend the distinction between self and others, so we are aware of how our choices and actions can impact a greater cause. Contributing to the greater cause doesn't have to be all about self-sacrifice. For example, if you plant a tree in a community space, its shelter will cool and protect you as well as your neighbors. Or, your reward might be in the form of the beauty that you now see in that space or the sincere smiles of appreciation from neighbors. When you serve the greater cause you also serve your greater good. There is nothing that you cannot do for your highest good that will not benefit the good of all. For example, saying no to a relationship that isn't right for you not only benefits you but serves the greater good of the other person that you are honoring with your honesty. Saying yes to your dream job not only fulfills you but also serves the people that will benefit from your enthusiasm and productivity. When you know you are serving a greater cause, there is little room for fear and doubt. You know that what you do will benefit others, so there is no way the universe is not going to support your efforts - even if sometimes it may not look that way. Serving the greater cause allows you to live from the space of your greatness. When you know that what you do can serve a greater cause, you are aware of your power and ability to influence and create change in this world.

Friday, April 07, 2006

Stencils and spray paint and freezer paper...OH MY



SO here's the plan Stan. I needed some gold fabric...so I thought, why not make a stencil out of freezer paper, iron on to fabric, then spray paint with gold, peel off and see what happens?.? Well it worked! I love this...so now I need to get creative with some different stencil designs...First is on silk, others are sheer and satin, the fabric is barely stiff. This is going to be fun to experiment with.

"Mid Winter's Eve"




Fiber goddess made in celebration of the winter solstice. I was asked to contribute in a local gallery show last winter, 2005, with several other artists creating with the same theme in mind. Although fiber dolls are what I have done for years now, I am now much more in to making the wallhangings as they allow me so much more to work with. I always struggled to make each doll perfectly and would stress if the body didn't turn out as planned and giving up quickly if not. This one in particular took several weeks off and on to create. She holds a fabric transfer image of the full moon in her outstretched arms. Covered in beads and shells, with burned and starched pieces of cheesecloth, vintage jewelry and the belled tassels from an old skirt:) Recycling is something I do often when possible. I find that I can discover so many interesting fabrics by scouring thrift stores, yard sales and the local recycling center. Speaking of which I have been meaning to pass on a website www.freecycle.org This is a worldwide group of people that offer free stuff to one another on a town by town, local basis. It is non-profit and absolutely free! Check it out! Posted by Picasa Besides, if you are like me, a pack rat, art material possibility in all I see, hoardin' kind of person, this might help start the cosmic flow and realign our spacial equalibriums! Soon to come: A Flickr group related to art made with recycled *stuff*

"The Most Beautiful Thing We Can Experience is The Mysterious""




Second fiber wallhanging made, January 2006. I was inspired by this beautiful quote by Einstein. Incorporating stamping from hand carved stamps, fiber beads, sequins and a mix of brightly colored fabrics including batiks and the ever present black and white. Frequently find I use the contrast of the b&w fabric to finish off each piece. Posted by Picasa

"Spirit Whisperer"



"Spirit Whisperer"...first in the set of portrait wallhangings. I worked from a photo of Erika Badu. Her features were so pronounced that I was able to easily quilt them in fabric. I like the tribal look and feel of this piece. The detailing was time consuming, yet fun to do. Several layers were built up on the eyes alone. I especially like the metallic silver thread, fossils and shells. I tend to use fossils in a lot of my pieces. I find these on random jaunts to the local man made resevoir. A favorite summer past time when we load up the children, my friend Misty and several bags for the vast collections of nature items deemed "art materials"!

"Divining the Future"...the second of two portrait wall hangings. At first I wasn't sure about this one. But in time I started to let go of any preconceived notions and ideals about what she "should" look like. At that point all started to come together. I especially love the way her expression came out, she seemed to be alive to me. The random quotes strewn about are a collection of favorites that I have wanted to use forever.

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Drawing of Goddess




The spring goddess is in the making. I want to do more of the old relic looking pieces with this one. I am thinking of incorporating small branches, that I'll cover with moss, some fabric and glass beads, as well as the odd metal findings I scavenge from the BF's studio floor(He's a metal sculptor which comes in handy.) I also love fiddleheads (unfurled fronds of the Ostrich Fern), which are fun to re-create with wire and fabric I've noticed spirals are a repeat image in my work. I must see what this says personality wise. I suspect that being a Libra, the whole balance thing, might have something to do with continuity, flow, etc....

I highly recommend...


I've had this book for a few years. Actually I just looked at my bookshelves as if a new library had suddenly appeared in my living room! I discovered, through the viewing of the titles, that I have always been attracted to fibers and textiles of all sorts...I just never realized how much! I think my sewing, or lack there of, had always discouraged me from so many fiber arts. Well, not any more!
I recommend this book to anyone who likes altering *stuff* If I don't do atleast one science experiment per art piece I feel incomplete! :) It has ideas and recipes for so many techniques. As I try new ones I'll share the outcome. Right now I am interested in layering different textures under translucent fabrics which this has some ideas on.

I SMELLED IT

5am..I smelled it! That unforgettable smell...The one that makes me immediately feel alive and refreshed anew. Then I heard it. The sweet trill of communication whistled through my *open* kitchen window. The news had told me it was coming. The calendar had mentioned it was already here. Pancakes with blackberries were in order! I needed to taste Spring too! What better than berries for breakfast while I ponder the ideas for something new, something with lots~o greens...The bright ones, rich ones, the earthy, the mossy and the limes. I had forgotten what Winter did to me. I do like the cold days of cozy hibernation, warm fresh vegetable soup and fluffy knit wool sweaters, but I need to be in nature to truly thrive. Maybe the need for the dormant period of the winter months is to store up new ideas, so that when Spring arrives we are able to leave the old behind and begin fresh! I'm thinking fern tendrils and fiddleheads, goddesses and birth. A new wallhanging is soon to be in the making! I am especially inspired due to a recent fabric shopping spree (thanks to the awesome success of the Encore Show , more about that http://www.bloomingfoods.org/newsletters/feb06/bloomingarts.shtml ) and a fabric swap with another artist, Morningk, that I met through flickr, (You can see her creations here http://www.flickr.com/photos/28941270@N00/) She sent me so many beautiful fabrics and fibers with some other goodies as well. Thanks again Laurie! I'll be posting some photos soon :)

I can't help but think about the Studio overhaul I need to do. I have supplies coming out the yin yang! Somehow spring seems so much more conducive to unearthing the layers of accumulation! So today is a day with many adventures; a commissioned piece to deliver, a trip to the Sally for of course, more fabric treasures ( I use recycled clothing much more than purchased fabric, thinking about starting a flickr group involving recycled fabric art?) and a trip to the Post Office to finally mail Morningk her package. Maybe one day I will stop procrastinating so much! One can only hope. Much to do...may the day begin.